trouble

Oh no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
Oh no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.



.... thanks 4 evrythn.. g'bye ...

coldplay

Poor me, i'm floating out to sea
An opportunity that went bad
Poor you, oh what you gonna do
No what you gonna do, you just cry

Oh, you always come undone
Try into the sun, you don't know why
Poor you, i know what you gonna do
Come on love i'll see it through, i don't know why

I hear you come nearer
I hear you but i don't understand
I hear you come nearer
I hear you but i don't understand

Poor me, now float me out to sea
Oh no just let it be, come on try
Poor you, oh what you gonna do
Oh what you gonna do, you just cry

I hear you come nearer
I hear you but i don't understand
I hear you come nearer
I hear you but i don't understand

I don't understand
I don't understand

grafitti

my place

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.
And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and under prepared,
But I wait for it.
And if you go, if you go,
Leave me down here on my own,
Then I'll wait for you, yeah.
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh for it
Sing it please, please, please,
Come back and sing to me,
To me, me.
Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing.
In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.

FAREWELL

We used to be frightened and scared to try
Of things we don't really understand why
We laugh for a moment and start to cry
We were crazy

Now that the end is already here
We reminisce 'bout old yells and cheers
Even if our last hurrays were never clear

Farewell to you my friends
We'll see each other again
Don't cry 'cause it's not the end of everything
I may be miles away
But here is where my heart will stay
With you, my friends with you

Yesterday's a treasure, today is here
Tomorrows' on its way, the sky is clear
Thank you for the mem'ries of all the laughters and tears
And not to mention our doubts and our fears
The hypertension we gave to our peers
It's really funny to look back after all of these years...

d --1 --

Find a guy who calls you beautifuli nstead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up onhim,

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,

who wants to show you off to the world

when you are in your sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you

of how much he cares about you

and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her.

"GUYS...

Find a girl who calls you babyfaced instead of hot or sexy

who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,

who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,

who doesn't care what you look like,

butwhat's inside counts the most,

Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes

and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,

Wants to be with you in public,

even ifyou wear those old grass stained and ripped pants

with thebleached jersey like always,

Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy,

who makes you smile just by knowing she loves you back,

and hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always"..

STEPS 2 HAPPINESS

Everybody Knows:
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So:You have to find out who you are, and be that.

You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*.

Then:You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.

You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you will be a most vital mortal.

Dare To Believe:That you are a wonderful, unique person.

That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

ATTITUDE

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts.
It is more important than the past, than education, than money,
than circumstances,than failures, than successes,
than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.
It will make or break a company, a church, a home.
The remarkablething is we have a choice everyday
regarding the attitude we willembrace for that day.
We cannot change our past, we cannot change
the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string
we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me
and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you...
We are in charge of our attitudes.

...n we're back in d game....

OFFICIAL

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until further notice.. ;p

Q n A : D FAMILY SECRET ...

Q:
What is incest? I have a friend who almost marry her own first blood-degree cousin. And she still insist that it is not an act of evil.. Can u help me define what really incest means. Thank you and more power!
--G.G.

A:
Sexual gratification within family circles is one of the worst kinds of crimes. Incest is something altogether different. In its strictest definition, incest is sexual intercourse between people who are too closely related to marry. It also includes other sexual acts such as fondling, molestation, and exhibitionism. Though innocent, they feel dirty, ashamed, and “different,” sensing the wrongness of the situation. We'll soon tackle about this in the next coming days.

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UR wish is MY command... ;)

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Q n A: HIT D JACKPOT wahoooooo!!! :P

Q:
What is meant by the term "histrionic personality disorder"? How can a person get help for someone who doesn't want it but is exhibiting serious behavior?
--S.S.

A:
Histrionic personality disorder is a diagnosis in the current psychiatric diagnosis manual (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fourth Edition, otherwise known as DSM-4). People who fit the criteria for the condition exhibit "pervasive and excessive emotionality and attention-seeking behavior" that begins by early adulthood and is manifested in several different contexts or settings, causing problems in their lives. (This description and those below are from the DSM-4.)Individuals who meet diagnostic criteria for histrionic personality disorder do not feel comfortable or appreciated unless they're the center of attention -- which they sometimes achieve by creating a scene or making up stories. They're often dramatic and charming (as well as inappropriately seductive), but these qualities soon wear thin upon those around them. Their emotions may seem shallow and rapidly change, and friends and acquaintances may become embarrassed by intense public displays of emotions. They frequently use physical appearance to draw attention to themselves and may spend an excessive amount of time, energy, and money on clothes and grooming. They are also thought to be highly suggestible, to be easily influenced by others, and subject to flights into romantic fantasy. Individuals with histrionic personality disorder may unconsciously act out a role (such as "victim" or "princess"), and may control others through emotional manipulation or seductiveness and dependency. The condition is diagnosed more frequently in women and may be affected by sex role stereotypes. Whether someone has histrionic personality disorder or any other condition, you can't force that person to get help unless she (or he) is in immediate danger of severely hurting herself or someone else. (In cases of imminent danger to self or others, the person can often be involuntarily hospitalized. Such actions should never be taken lightly, and can easily backfire, making the person even more reluctant to seek help or continue treatment.) What you CAN do, however, is become aware of ways in which you might be manipulated by the histrionic individual, and stop any responses that promote that. When such individuals report they are experiencing extreme distress over some matter, you can be briefly sympathetic and recommend counseling, but stop playing any role you might have assumed in their dramas ... which includes the role of "rescuer."
The dramatic aspects of histrionic personality disorder overlap somewhat with borderline personality disorder, although people with BPD also tend to be self-destructive and frequently angry, and to have chronic feelings of emptiness and identity disturbance. *tsk

Q n A: madness

Q:
Quite often I feel very depressed and alone in the decisions I make. I get really angry every day at things that don't mean anything. Many people have told me that my anger gets out of hand and I should go to counseling. I've wondered a few times whether I suffer from depression or some other mental disorder. What do you think?
--Sara

A:
It's true that depression and anger have often been linked in the psychological literature. Some refer to depression as "anger turned inward." I've seen the feelings you've described in others. Many depressed individuals alternate between feeling angry at themselves and getting angry at other people. People who are not necessarily depressed but are in some sort of emotional pain also may lash out verbally at others. It's the emotional equivalent of the wounded animal that strikes out at the person who's trying to help it.
I can't give you a diagnosis -- saying whether you might suffer from depression or some other psychological or emotional problem -- without learning more from you and doing a complete assessment. But it sounds to me like you might benefit from consulting a psychologist or some other licensed mental health professional.
You may be able to get a referral for a qualified therapist from a friend or family member, or ask your physician whom he or she would recommend. Consider first meeting two or three times with a therapist -- giving yourself and the therapist enough time to get to know each other -- to discuss what's going on with you and whether and how counseling might help. Then you can decide what course of action you want to take.

AVID READER ( LEARNIN D ROPES )

THINGS 2 DO:

1. LOOK IN D MIRROR. (numero uno)
2. CHECK GRAMMAR.
3. BACK 2 SCHOOL.
4. STUDY LESSONS.
5. BE UNIQUE. HAVE ORIGINALITY.
6. ENROLL - INTENSIVE ETIQUETTE TRAINING PROGRAM
7. ANGER MANAGEMENT
8. LEARN/SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
9. LOOK BEHIND.
10. LOOK FORWARD.
11. ONE ON ONE TALK W/ D PSYCHIATRIST.
12. ONE ON ONE TALK W/ D OB.
13. ONE ON ONE TALK W/ D CONSOLIDATOR.
14. SEEK COUNSEL.
15. GET HELP.
16. CONSOLIDATE. PAY BILLS. lolz
17. AIM 4 TREATMENT.
18. REHABILITATE.
fin'ly..
19. ASK URSELF Y. LMAOOOOOoooooo

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Q:
What is a Copyright?

A:
Copyright is a protection that covers published and unpublished literary, scientific and artistic works, whatever the form of expression, provided such works are fixed in a tangible or material form. This means that if you can see it, hear it and/or touch it - it may be protected. If it is an essay, if it is a play, if it is a song, if it is a funky original dance move, if it is a photograph, HTML coding or a computer graphic that can be set on paper, recorded on tape or saved to a hard drive, it may be protected. Copyright laws grant the creator the exclusive right to reproduce, prepare derivative works, distribute, perform and display the work publicly. Exclusive means only the creator of such work, not anybody who has access to it and decides to grab it.

BLOODTHIRSTY

brutal bestial attack of d
ferocious demoniac BEAST(S)..

big tnx 4 sharin d gayluv..

And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you..
"What you love you never forget," someone had once told him. Long silver lashes fluttered, eyes blinking, trying to adjust to the dark. Well, it had been quite a while since Sephiroth had lost his love. Once he had lost Vincent, he had lost everything. The pride he was clinging to was demolished - every slice the professor had taken at him shredded it. Vincent's angelic face and gentle eyes were still as clear as the blue sky, now darkened and relit by the moon peering through the shades. Of course, Sephiroth could never forget Vincent.

And it's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you..
Sephiroth now hand no one. He was alone. He was only now starting to come into his new life, being head of SOLDIER First Class, and being given a testy freedom with temporary new relief. But it had still been too many seconds too long since he had heard Vincent's sweet, calming, melodic voice in that gentle way...

But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means..
That had been even longer than the last time he had even seen him. their last meeting - all too brief, even in its purpose - had been a terrible fight. Sephiroth had accused Vincent of being uncaring and neglectful, saying he was never there for him anymore. But now Sephiroth could see that it was all just a sick, terrible mistake. Vincent had always done everything he possibly could for Sephiroth. He had bent over backwards just to please Sephiroth - literally.

And it's been a while Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been a while Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you..
Sephiroth let another bitter tear slip, spotlighted by the moonlight. he knew now that he needed Vincent's love to live, like an achingly pleasurable addiction. He hated himself for ever letting go. he hated himself for fucking up the only good thing at that time. Sephiroth had been abused by Hojo. He had nothing but the pain. Every day that he woke up without his prayers for death answered was torture. It meant nothing but suffering through the days. But the nights...the nights made it all worthwhile. In those deep hours, curtained by night's blackness, Vincent came. He kissed and licked every scar, making the pain disappear. Then he slowly slid inside, bringing on a new kind of pain - the pain of pleasure, agony of wanting more, bursts in his chest from excruciating delight. It never stopped as long as the sky was a black backdrop for the diamond stars.

But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again..
There were memories, bad ones, that had been lost in the shuffle, because happiness seemed like a blur. But every touch, every feeling, every words Vincent had given him stood out like those stars and that moon that faced him presently. The present was exactly what was killing him. He wanted the past back; he wanted the memories back. But that was impossible; nothing could ever be the same, or as good, again. he killed any chance of that happening.

Why must I feel this way..
"Get the fuck out of my life," he had screamed at Vincent, 'you've already ruined it. Oh how he regretted those words now. His heart sank.

Just make this go away..
He would give it all for his love back. But sadly, even if he saw Vincent again, his lover probably wouldn't even be able to stand the sight of him. And who could blame him? Every one of Sephiroth's tears betrayed his guilt.

Just one more peaceful day..
The longing squeezed at his heart. He wanted Vincent's touch back. He wanted the guilt, regret, and depression to subside. he just couldn't take it anymore. His angel's touch would calm and soothe all the hurting away.

And it's been a while Since I could look at myself straight And it's been a while Since I said I'm sorry..
Sephiroth wiped the tears furiously from his face. he had brought all of this upon himself. His selfishness had driven away the only person who could love all his faults away.

And it's been a while Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been a while But I can still remember just the way you taste..
Sephiroth had lost Vincent, his one and only eternal love. he was a poor man, robbed of love."Tenshi, I love you," Vincent whispered, his breath tickling the candlelight that danced across the room. "I always will. I'll never give up on you." Sephiroth needed to hear those words. "oh, Vincent," he murmured, slipping his tongue into the older man's mouth to caress it. The two stayed in the passionate depths of their warm mouths, satisfied with what they knew they had. But Sephiroth wanted to give his lover more, to show him that he could return everything that was promised to him. he trailed a white-hot path with his lips and tongue down his lover's torso and in between his thighs. He suckled and savored every honey-sweet taste that was Vincent.

But everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me..
Vincent hadn't done anything wrong to Sephiroth - he had done everything right. No matter how hard Sephiroth had tried, searching for a memory to justify his accusations, there just wasn't anything. the reality had been faced - Sephiroth always brought the pain on himself. It was never Vincent. And as for Hojo...well, he didn't know any better than to treat his own son like a lab rat. However, in a sickly comforting way, he had, at times, been a father without realizing it; when he constantly reminded Sephiroth that Vincent was a liar and a murderer, trying to convince him that he should stay away. Afterwards, Sephiroth sometimes thought that this was the best advice ever offered, which should've been heeded, and then none of the pain would've been necessary. But then, once more, Sephiroth pushed those thoughts away, because Vincent was the best thing that could've possibly ever happened to him - he was the sanctuary from the storm.

And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I said I'm sorry.
The young man sighed and continued to stare wistfully out at the night sky. If Vincent had still been with him, Sephiroth would be too enraptured in ecstasy to even think about the vast deep blue, glittered with stars and crowned with the moon. But Vincent had been taken. Sephiroth didn't even get to say he was sorry; all he wanted was that opportunity, that one last chance to hold his angel, even if he was still stolen away the next day. Sephiroth's head bent in shame. He was disgraceful. He didn't even deserve the happiness that was given to him; he never had. The moon glowed the same bright silver as his hair and his tears, illuminating the empty space next to him like a cold headstone.

... but u can nevah hide...

ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnn..... ;P

*pinch ... tehee.. liah! .. ;P

Q n A : issues of bein.. ref:P. Elam,PhD

Q:
I have a friend who has always lied -- big rotten lies and stupid little lies. I have also met other people who are just like my friend, constantly lying. Is there a name for this pattern? How is it helped? My friend has made up very damaging lies about all kinds of terrible things, like cheating on spouses and rape. Her lies are often about family members and often involve sex. Then she'll lie about something really stupid and insignificant, like it doesn't matter anyway. -- --A Friend

A:
There are several possible reasons -- or labels -- for your friend's behavior. People who lie constantly are often called pathological liars. That's not an official clinical diagnosis, which means it's not listed in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fourth Edition, or DSM-IV. But chronic lying in adults is often a manifestation of antisocial personality disorder (also known as sociopathy). Sociopaths are often deceitful and manipulative in order to gain personal profit or pleasure. Sometimes an individual with dissociative identity disorder (DID), formerly known as multiple personality disorder, will deny doing things for which they have amnesia (don't remember). In such situations, the person may have no memory of doing X and swear up and down that it didn't happen. But anyone who actually saw the DID individual engaging in the disputed behavior will believe he or she is just lying. Obviously, the situation is more complicated than that. (Of course, some people with DID can also have sociopathic tendencies and intentionally lie about some things.) DID is treatable with long-term psychotherapy. So is antisocial personality disorder, although such individuals will often not seek out treatment on their own or not follow through on treatment once it begins. (The earlier the treatment occurs, though, the better the chances of success.) Sometimes adults with antisocial personality disorder will be motivated for treatment when consequences of their behavior -- such as legal or financial trouble -- cause them distress.
Of course, only your friend really knows the reason for her chronic lying, and ultimately it's up to her to get the help she needs. Until then, you'd probably do yourself (and perhaps her) a favor by refusing to take whatever she says at face value ... at least not until she demonstrates that her word can be trusted.

Q n A : issues of bein.. ref: P. Elam,PhD

Q:
I have a friend who has begun resorting to constant self-mutilation. Is this depression, or do you know of any other condition that this may be? I have been unable to find much in the literature about this disorder. Where can my friend find some resources about it? Why does it occur?
--Leslie

A:
What you described your friend's doing could be a type of behavior referred to by several names: self-mutilation, self-injurious behavior (sometimes abbreviated as SIB), and self-inflicted violence (SIV). Such behavior can be a feature of several different disorders. It would be up to someone assessing your friend's personally to stipulate which one -- if any -- she might be struggling with. In the general (noninstitutionalized) population, however, self-injurious behavior is often seen in people with borderline personality disorder and frequently in individuals who are survivors of abuse or trauma.

Why do people do such things to themselves? It's not a type of suicide attempt, since the ultimate goal is not death. The purpose of the behavior can vary from individual to individual, but overall is usually an attempt to cope with or ease psychological distress. Some self-mutilation is done to release emotional tension that the person has not learned to manage in other ways. Sometimes it's an attempt by a numbed-out or dissociated person to feel SOMETHING. A person who feels wounded and ugly on the inside may also self-mutilate in an attempt to make his or her outside match what the inside feels like, as a way of letting others know how hurt or wounded he or she feels.

Q n A : issues of bein.. ref: P. Elam,PhD

Q:
My friend has narcissistic personality disorder, and I am becoming extremely depressed and frustrated living with her. Her selfishness is very hard to accept over and over again. What can I do, and what help is there for her? I'm trying to avoid fights, as at other times she is a good mate and partner. --Lori

A:
Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) is characterized by "a pervasive pattern of grandiosity, need for admiration, and lack of empathy," according to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fourth Edition, or DSM-IV. Such individuals overestimate their abilities and inflate their accomplishments, often appearing boastful. They often underestimate or devalue the abilities and accomplishments of others. Believing they are superior or unique, they may feel they can only be understood by other "special" or high-status people. They usually feel entitled to special treatment and are confused or furious when they're treated just like everybody else.Because they consider their work and their needs to be so important and are usually insensitive to the needs of others, those with NPD often end up exploiting the people around them. They often come across as cold, haughty, arrogant, snobbish or patronizing, and they're often envious of others or believe others are envious of them.
Because narcissistic individuals usually require excessive admiration, you can probably guess that in reality their self-esteem is usually very fragile. The inflated ego can be seen as an attempt to overcome a fragile, wounded self -- one reason they may feel hollow or empty inside. The inflated ego is easily punctured by criticism or by not having needs met. The resulting exposure of the wounded self often brings pain, rage or disdain. Sometimes, though, the individual may react by socially withdrawing or expressing humility in an effort to cover up the grandiosity.If your friend is exhibiting these patterns of behavior, it's no wonder you're having difficulty. You don't mention whether she's in psychotherapy (or where she got the diagnosis of NPD), but long-term psychotherapy with a qualified mental health professional experienced in personality disorders is the treatment of choice for NPD. Marital therapy can also help address the day-to-day problems affecting the relationship. The trouble, of course, is that narcissistic people usually don't see THEMSELVES as the problem ... or when they do, their fragile self-esteem is so threatened by the feared confrontation that they're afraid to open up to the potential pain. (They may fear therapy, for instance, because they assume the therapist will voice the self-criticisms they've been fleeing from for years.)
If your friend won't consider either individual or marital therapy, please consider entering therapy yourself if you haven't already. A good therapist can help you explore your options and possible coping strategies, including how best to take care of your own needs in the relationship. Good luck